June 04, 2004
Dear Noble Coaches,
Thank you for your encouragement; your words caress my
heart after a tough weekend. Sweet Coach Ananda, you
encouraged me to feel my heart; well, I feel it
healing here in our Work, after (taking) a little
beating, beating, beating...
B and I put ourselves through a
family-obligation-type-thing this weekend in Atlantic
City. Never again! People willingly put themselves in
such a terrible, toxic, manipulating, unnatural
environment. So many broken souls, fractured spirits,
so much greed and violence to Mother Earth. Talk about
misdirected, false chi (recent DL). It was an assault
to all senses. A violent movie constantly playing in
the elevator (e.g., on our way down to breakfast),
smoke everywhere--ashstrays installed in toilet stalls
(!), "uninhabited" bodies smacking into me, stepping
on me... We couldn't wait to get h(om)e and detox with
Sunrider! I literally dreamed about checking my inbox
for my new WF Program.
Our intention on going was largely to make someone
else feel better, but I felt sorry for having
contributed in any way to this energetic vortex. I
feel I owe Mother Earth much attention/restoration for
patronizing that earth-assault.
Man, was this go(o)d practice for breathing. And did I
ever!
In breath, in posture, in full gratitude,
your humble student d